Why???

Whyy???
Why do I always fall for guys i'm not allowed 2 like!!???
1st it was "him"...
Liking him would kill my friendship wid "Eli"...
So obviously I would try to forget him...
Just when I'm on d verge of forgetting...
I started liking another him...
This guy well...
I don't know if I'm allowed 2 like him or not...
but I know that it will never happen between us...
probably coz I hate his bestfriend since ever...and vice versa...
I know it'll not happen...
but yet I still choose 2 like dem...
Sometimes I wonder if I'm so full of emotion I can't control it??...or maybe I'm just stupid...