New public blog

I made another blog for random stuff...=D
click [HERE] for the blog...=D

eh?

what is this feeling?

oh yea...

misery...

what am i doing?

i'm giving up on life...

screw it all...

screw life!

public

i changed my blog to public again...^^

Sleep

it is now 8.12pm and I am about to retire to bed now...

goodnight...

xoxo

nites

Gone With The Wind

Gone With The Wing, first published in May, 1936.

A romantic novel and the ONLY novel ever written by Margaret Mitchell.

Set in Clayton Country, Georgia and Atlanta during the American Civil War and Reconstrustion, this story follows the life of Scarlett O'Hara.

I've just finished the movie,

and it is just amazing! all 3 hours and 50 minutes of amazing...

The story is about a girl, Scarlett O'Hara, that was very popular with the men of the County.

At the age of 16 she truly believed she loved Ashley Wilkes but then she found out he was getting married.

She is convinced that the reason for his marriage is only because he doesn't know she loves him.

So she confessed her love to him, only to be overheard by Rhett Butler a very dashing and charming man that is shunned for his behavior but sometimes accepted for his charms.

After this scene, she agreed to marry Charles Hamilton, brother of Melanie Hamilton, the woman Ashley is supposed to marry and also Ashley's cousin, to save her reputation and make Ashley jealous, which failed.

when all the men have gone to war, a letter came saying that her husband had died of the measles, and Scarlett is left as a widow.

and...to make a long story short she married to men she didn't love, 1st to save her rep and make her lover jealous.

and the other to save her home Tara, also resulting in hurting her sister, as her 2nd husband is her sister's former beau(bf).

after her 2nd husband's death she finally marries Rhett Butler, they lived happily until her infatuation with Ashley takes over,

Then Scarlett had a miscarriage and their daughter died of a riding accident, heart broken Scarlett blames the also heartbroken Rhett that taught their daughter to ride.

Finally when Melanie dies Scarlett realizes her love for Rhett but he had fallen out of love for her. So he left her, leaving her in tears and she ends the movie/story with the infamous last line of the book. " Tomorrow is another day!"

OMG even making it short is still long!!

buuuuuut it's still amazing.

if you have the time read it, if not watch it.

this story is so sad...

I feel I can relate...eventho' it's set in the late 1800s.

The betrayal the passion the heartbreaking moments.

It's just amazing.

I'm gonna read d book now...=D

Depressed

I find that when I'm depressed I tend to blog more often...

Is it just me? or does it happen to everyone too??

So yea...

I've been feeling down...

and I don't think it's because of what happened before with Dan...

because I've been feeling down since way before...

tho dat didn't really make it any better...

why am i writing this??

because idk wad to do anymore...

and people stop asking me if it's pms...

coz it's not...==

I get frustrated easily,

I get sad easily,

I get angry easily,

I've just been an emotional roller-coaster lately...

Idk la...

maybe I'm just being too sensitive...

but I'm feeling like how I used to again...

maybe it's the exam stress coming on to me...

I should study...

I really should...

I really do try...

but um...

I don't think it's working...

aiih...

am just ranting...

get on with life...

ignore me...=p

xoxo

stupid cow!

you cow!!

stop acting like such a cow you cow!!

A whole new world

Yes...
A Whole New World...
As in the Aladdin theme song...
It is currently stuck in my head...
like I can't get it out...
It keeps replying only at the chorus...
I'm getting bored of it...
It's gonna drive me mental soon...
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I told C this...

and he said...

hey wasn't that our song?...==

seriously??

that was our song??

we had a song??

really??

gosh...

me memory ish shooo horrible...=S

xoxo

this has been a random post.!

Sorry!!

To Daniel Chong...
I'm so so sorry...
I feel completely and utterly horrible...
I am a completely and utterly horrible person...
so can u please please forgive this completely and utterly horrible person??
I'm so so sooooooo very very very sorry!
I really don't know what else to say besides sorry...><
So I'll just keep saying sorry...
because I really really honestly,cross my heart, am so so sorry...
I know this sounds selfish...
but please please...don't stay mad...
I'd feel really really bad...
I'm so so sooooo sorry...

xoxo

Sarah

p.s. I'm sorry I'm such a bitch that I remind you of her...><

close your eyes and count to 3

When I was a kid

There was this one girl at my kindergarten.

She had the same name as me (Xiao Juin NOT Sarah)

but unlike me she was always gloomy

so one day I asked her why was she always sad.

She said she's not...

it's just that she was too shy to make friends and she doesn't have anyone to play with...

so I told some of my friends to come over and we played together...

we became best friends...

One day I cut my finger with a pencil sharperner (don't ask me how...i don't rmb)

And I didn't cry but my teacher saw d blood and a small foldable blade in my pencil case...

She immediately thought i use the blade and accidentally cut myself...

I got yelled at for bringing a blade and I started crying...

my best friend comforted me and told me not to cry...

then she told me to close my eyes...

after awhile she asked me to count to 3 then open...

I opened my eyes and everyone was holding candies for me...

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Remember when we used to laugh because it was funny

and not because you didn't wanna hurt the other person's feelings?

Remember when we can be honest to each other

and not worry what the other would think?

Remember when everyone would easily agree on helping you

and NOT ask for something in return??

Remember when we can all sit together and play,

and not care if the other is Fat or Thin or Ugly?? (no offence)

Remember when we's get so excited

just for ONE piece of chewing gum?

Remember when we'd stick books up during exams so no one could see our answers

but in actual fact we're looking at the answers??

Don't you miss those days?

The days we can laugh, cry and tease each other

with no hard feelings conceived.

The days when we don't even know of the word F*ck

and the word stupid was a MAJOR crime.

The days when the word graduation didn't even come to mind?

Days when you couldn't even pronounce graduation...lol

I miss those days...

So much...

Today when I'm scared or am sad...

I still close my eyes and count to 3...

and even until today,

it never fails to calm me down...

am doing it now...

thunder is crazy loud...><

Depressed

Feeling depressed today I find it hard to even smile...
And smiling is wad I do best...=(
dunno wads wrong with me...

changed my mind

my private blog will still exist!...yayyy...lol
but this blog will also stay private...
the other one is now my super secret blog...^^
yayy...lol
okay i'm weirding myself out now...bye byee...^^

xoxo

Pavillion...Daniel...Movies...Starbucks...Dan's Stalkers...blah blah

I cannot believe how early i slept last night...

well...went to bed...

I just couldn't go to sleep!!...

anywaysss...

I woke up surprisingly early this morning...

didn't even need a wake up call...

and then showered and well took about forever to choose my outfit...

then settled on jeans and a shirt...==

put on a little make up den waited for Joyenn to come...

at 11 Daniel called and asked where I was...

he was at Pav. already... ><

so i told him I was still at home...><

hehe...

well anyways...

was a little tweensy weeeny bit delayed...

coz Joyenn's mom didn't believe the existence of Pandan Indah Lrt...

and the ended up at Cempaka station...lol

yea so anywaysss...

Joyenn arrived with Ree Na picked Cindel up and yada yada yada reached Pav...

went to digi 1st...den Daniel found us...^^

went to Pizza Hut...and Joyenn's shoe broke...==

sooooo I went walking around...looking for super glue for her...

while everyone else waited at P.H.

came back ate waited for Bryan...

it was soooo funny... when he arrived...

well...

some stuffss happened and well it was hilarious...

Joyenn was guessing underwear colour and Daniel was being all fidgety...lol

after eating...

we went up up and up together...untilll...

me and Jo sawy Forever 21...lolss we just HAD to go in...

camwhored alittle and went to Parksons to look for Eva...

she's sooooo cute! lols...

got the tickets and...Lo and Behold...Edward Hew bought the wrong time...==

sooo we traded ours and got to watch From Paris with Love...

Ratings for the show...4 stars...^^

2 for the SEXY Jonathan Rhys Meyers

1 For the FUNNY John Travolta...

and 1 more for well...the show...xD

after the show...we bought starbucks and walked to forever 21...again...xD

Cindel and Ree Na had Ice Cream outside...

den Jo dragged Bryan n I dragged Dan in with us...lol

um after a series of events...I went to the toilet n come out with killer intent...

friggin brat was crying like crazy...

if it was my kid...

i would've slapped the thing already...==

after that we sat at d ice-cream place for a while chatting and laughing and everything...

then we walked to TS...me Cin and Dan walked to d LRT while Jo and Ree Na waited for Bryan...

on the way... these 2 girls kept looking at Dan...

so me and Cin kept teasing him...

it was sooo funny...

and surprisingly...

they got into the same train as us...

then Dan got off his stop...

and when Cin got off her stop...one of the 2 girls the Pink one followed her off...

then when I got off the Yellow one followed me off...

it was kinda hilarious...

coz well...it was like dey were stalking us bcoz we were talking to Dan...lol lol...

and anyways got home bathe...blah blah...and the end...

btw this post...

you didn't really have to read...

I was just really bored and wanted to replay my day...^^

owhh and Nicholas asked me to go out on Friday...

Go see the Slideshow on HOW TO MAKE MONEY...lolsss...

I pray someone will go with me...

I wanna call cin...

but she dun like him and she probably cnt go out anymore...

so I called Dan...

hopefully he can go...

if not I'll call Jo...

if really cnt...

den I can't go...><

coz well...I don't wanna go alone...hehe...><

owhkay craping-

xoxo

Just Being Sarah

Sarah wants to be Sarah...

but what is Sarah?

Sarah's head hurts...

Sarah feels down...

but how to show it she don't know...

She just knows to to smile...

Smiling is healthy...but it's stupid to...

especially when it's the only thing u know how to do...

stupid...

useless...

and i close my eyes,

and try to picture something,

and i see your smile,

and i know mine it'll never be.

-sarah-

I have a new friend...

his name is daniel...

he is cute...i guess...

he plays the guitar writes songs and poems...

and is a st.john member...

he is as lame as can possibly be...

and somehow still very cool...

when he read this he's gonna be so bangga...

coz I said he's cool...xDDD

Quote of the day:-

Smiles are good for health.

-Sarah Ng-

OMG

OMG!
Cute
Cute
Cute
Cute
Cute
FYI it ain't a guy i'm talking abt...
it's a kid my aunt is taking care of...
damn monster boss...
she is stubborn, loud, screechy and FULL of pride...
buuuuuuuut...she's shooooo cute!!
kinda reminds me of me...
but screechy-er
anywayshh...
she's so pretty...
so fair...
and such rosy cheeks...><
i just loveee messing with her...
lolll...

xoxo

p.s. there actually is a guy...=p

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and i'll make this blog private...

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xoxo