I'm dying...

I was just thinking...
I've always said stuff like...
I wanna die...
I'm gonna die...and...blah~blah~blah~~
well now our school has been quarantined...
because of influenza A(H1N1)...
and there has been 4 deaths in M'sia because of A(H1N1) already...
so what if...
what if One day...
instead of whining about wanting to die and stuff...
I actually do die...
At that moment I would probably be clinging on to life...
Which would be really ironic...
sooooo...
because I don't want my last few seconds of life to be filled with Irony...
I shall from today onwards!!...
Live my life!!...Like I want to live!!
lolss...
this has been completely random...lol