I'm dying...

I was just thinking...
I've always said stuff like...
I wanna die...
I'm gonna die...and...blah~blah~blah~~
well now our school has been quarantined...
because of influenza A(H1N1)...
and there has been 4 deaths in M'sia because of A(H1N1) already...
so what if...
what if One day...
instead of whining about wanting to die and stuff...
I actually do die...
At that moment I would probably be clinging on to life...
Which would be really ironic...
sooooo...
because I don't want my last few seconds of life to be filled with Irony...
I shall from today onwards!!...
Live my life!!...Like I want to live!!
lolss...
this has been completely random...lol

blogging from my phone...

"As she cuts it open she watches the bright red liquid drip onto the pure white cloth...and from that drop the red liquid spread until the cloth is completely coated in the bright red colour..."

I thought of this line one night...and told my friend about it...she asked if I wanted to drink red wine that badly...lol...
so I edited it and made it shorter...
so it would sound less like wine ==
and it became...
" cut it open and watch the bright red liquid drip onto the white cloth leaving it's mark forever..."
my nephew said blood, and ming chau said suicide...
kent said tomato sauce...==(tht guy only thinks of food cars n girls...idiot)
I told them the original 1 which was...
" She slit her wrists open and watch the thick bright red liquid elegantly drip onto his white shirt leaving her mark on him forever as she slowly fade out..."
nephew said something abt liking death lol...
ming chau said amibiguous...
cammie said sad and tht she obviously loves d guy since she leaves her mark on him...
and Kent says...== d girl's psycho == coz d guy is gonna wash d shirt anyways...== but his 1st thought was...did she pour grape juice on him??...==
long story short... Kent is an idiot...=)

To alaputra from Sohai School blog cbox...

A special award for a special girl!!
THE ONE OF A KIND GIRL AWARD!!!
This award is only given to girls that...

• Are 14 years old
• Goes to a SEKOLAH BESTARI KLUSTER KECERMELANGAN
• Pretends to be noble by "protecting" their school's rep...
  
• CUSS!! (eg. fcuk, byotch, idiot, ass etc...)
• Doesn't respect elders!!
• Doesn't have a single politeness bone in her body!!
• Insults people's creativity!! (because she doesn't get it...)
  
• Doesn't even take her own advice!!!
• And of course... trying to act smart (when she obviously isn't)

AND THE WINNER GOES TO...*drum roll*

ALAPUTRA!!!! (from the sohai school blog cbox...)

heheeeee...seee xue feng is sooo nice...
U call him idiot...he still give u award...^^
Btw he jz said give award i came up wid everything else...=p
you don't like your award????...
well...S.U.E M.E....if you can...^^

p/s. If you're a guy and ur jz saying ur a girl as a respond to my comment...well you still get the award...^^

St. John IU day...

Was kinda fun I guess...
Was also kinda high...xDD
It was the sun...I swear!!
It got me high...xD
anyways...the day went by...
1st the tour around the gallery...( it was at the telecom museum)
2nd a short presentation...
the slogan was...learn from your past, appreciate the present look forward to the future..lol
Then a short movie...Jumper SJI version...
Then a picture collage made by BRYAN GOH TSENG FOOK!!...( okay more like a piture presentation...)
Was damnnn cute man...xDD
funni abit gross...
then the gf pixx...
when fion picture came up EVERYONE turned around to see...lol
Then there was a dance thing...from a few of the guys...
nice nice nice!!!!!!! love that part!!
Then speech speech...bleah boring...
Then ICE BREAKER!!!
okay...it wasn't tht fun...
They wrote amounts of cents behind the cupons...(eg. RM 0.30)
and you were supposed to find people and make RM 2.20...
I flew to another group super fast coz I didn't wanna dance...
then I had to introduce myself...
Joyenns group was made but they didn't go out lol...
Bryan was sooooo mean he go say tht Yin Ru gt no group
den she had to fast fast find group...
or she had to go out dance...
And she well..was safe...
A bunch of people couldn't find groups so had to go up stage and dance...
as punishment...
Edward helped them out...
was reaaaaally cool...
kinda funni^^
but it was reaaally nice see-ing how sporting ppl can be...
after that there was a few minutes of intermission...
then the band came!!
It was soooooo cool...
but then we couldn't really hear the lead singer...
apparently amp got prob...
After the balik...lol
supposed to go Caps Square watch movie...
but Bryan say Caps Square gt nothing to see de...
only can watch movie...
so we ended up going KLCC...
at KLCC we couldn't get tickets...==
but we already buy popcorn!! coz we though might not have enough time...
so we ended up giving the popcorn to someone else...(couldn't sell it...lol)
and coz Bryan paid for the popcorn...
we ended up belanja-ing him dinner...lol
we went to KFC!!! hehee...
den bought prepaid reload...
and BALIK!!!
at LRT when we reach Chan Sow Lin suddenly got ALOT of people come in...
we didn't realise it at 1st...
but then Yin Ru said...
You notice a not...
everyone wearing red???
I looked up and was like...O.O
omgggggg...
Then I remembered...MU in Bukit Jalil...lol
was so weird weii...
ALL RED!!!
haha anyways thats abt it...
Got to go now...^^ hehe...

Tag...coz I'm bored... Imma horrible person...xDDD

Tag 10 people after you're done!
(one point for each one).
1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex.
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn.
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs.
MY TOTAL: 5

1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. felt hurt.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.
MY TOTAL: 9

1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
5. received a ticket.
6. been to rehab
7. dyed your hair.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar
MY TOTAL: 4

1. been to a wild party.
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything
6. wore black nail polish
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.
MY TOTAL: 6

1. dressed gothic
2. dressed girly.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbor.
MY TOTAL: 6

1. had a crush on a friend.
2. been to a concert.
3. dry-humped someone.
4. been called a slut.
5. called someone a slut.
6. installed speakers in your car.
7. broken a mirror.
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
MY TOTAL: 6

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.
MY TOTAL: 7

1. owned/rented an apartment/house.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10.been verbally harassed.
MY TOTAL: 4

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drink and drive.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.
MY TOTAL: 9

GRAND TOTAL: 56...xDDD
If You Have Less Than 10.. write [im a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [im still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [im average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [im a bad kid]
If You Have More Than 40...write [im a bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [im a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [i should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [i should be dead]

ummm...
anyone....lol

Certain People...and surprising fact...

I'm throughly convinced that everyone exist for a reason...
That everyone in this world exists for each other...
That all our fates criss crosses in some way...
And some people...SOME PEOPLE...
Exists to be hated...
Yea I said it...!!
Some people exists to hate and be hated back...
These are the people that find happiness...
When they sabotage and destroy other peoples hopes and dreams...
Yea...I know...
Sounds a little exaggerated ryte??
But I know people like that...
People that love them they treat wonderfully...
People that they don't like or doesn't like them...
They sabotage and make life hard for the people...
Anyways lets not talk about that...

Today I learned something...
I learned that tough we are all in form 4 already...
we still watch dumb cute funny shows...lol
> Pink Panther...
> Pokemon
> Digimon
> Doremon
> Powerpuff Girls
> Tom and Jerry
and many many more...
But I found out something daaaaaaaamn surprising...
while we were talking...
Ah Foo said..." I like to watch that show...the spy one...The three girls"
Then Kar Yan said " TOTALLY SPIES AH!!??"
Ah Foo replied"Yalar that one!"
Then Kar Yan said "That 1 girl show worr!!!!"
so there...
I learned...FOO KUO QIAT LIKE WATCHING LITTLE GIRLS CARTOONS!!!...XDDDDDD

Having the blues...

I'm feeling sad...
I want to tell someone but I don't know who...
I wanna cry but I don't know how...
I just want it all to go away...
I know how you feel em...
And I'm sorry for being so straightforward...
but I had too...
And like I said...
I know how you feel...
And I'm trying my hardest too...
so don't give up kay??
We're not just here to worry about you...
We're also here to support you!!...
Good Luck!! Gambateh!!

Sick

I'm sick...=(
awwww...
the good part...
my mom unground me out of sympathy...YAY!!
but then again...I can't look at d pc so long or I'll feel like puking...

aiih

I can't believe something like that happened...
if someone so high up on authority can treat someone under his charge like that...
how can we ever feel safe...
We look up to these authoritive figures expecting them to look out for us...
Little did we know that they are of the most danger to us...
one small mistake may even cost us our lives...
If not injuries that may cost us our future...
I'm not mentioning any names...
But I'm pretty sure most people will know what I am talking about...
Anyways my friend gave me this link...
apparently someone beat me to blogging about school violence...
this is just an example...I'm not pointing fingers...
look...click here